“…I think we are well-advised to keep on
nodding terms with the people we used to be, whether we find them
attractive company or not. Otherwise they turn up unannounced and
surprise us, come hammering on the mind’s door at 4 a.m. of a bad night
and demand to know who deserted them, who betrayed them, who is going to
make amends. We forget all too soon the things we thought we could
never forget. We forget the loves and the betrayals alike, forget what
we whispered and what we screamed, forget who we were.” ― Joan Didion, Slouching Towards Bethlehem
Regarding Joan Didion's insightful advice, my past selves won't let me forget them. They barely allow me to keep them at bay at the most awkward moments. They embarrass and horrify me and occasionally make me cry. I'm afraid of those that make me feel pride, sensing a touch of mockery in them.
Patricia Abbott is the author of more than 125 stories that have appeared online, in print journals and in various anthologies. She is the author of two print novels CONCRETE ANGEL (2015) and SHOT IN DETROIT (2016)(Polis Books). CONCRETE ANGEL was nominated for an Anthony and Macavity Award in 2016. SHOT IN DETROIT was nominated for an Edgar Award and an Anthony Award in 2017. A collection of her stories I BRING SORROW AND OTHER STORIES OF TRANSGRESSION will appear in 2018.
She also authored two ebooks, MONKEY JUSTICE and HOME INVASION and co-edited DISCOUNT NOIR. She won a Derringer award for her story "My Hero." She lives outside Detroit.
Patricia (Patti) Abbott
SHOT IN DETROIT
Edgar Nominee 2017, Anthony nominee 2017
CONCRETE ANGEL
Polis Books, 2015-nominated for the Anthony and Macavity Awards
5 comments:
Thanks, Patti! Kate Jackson's link didn't "Take"...
If I wasn't so busy, I'd have some prose segments for you today...you still want some?
Maybe next week...
Regarding Joan Didion's insightful advice, my past selves won't let me forget them. They barely allow me to keep them at bay at the most awkward moments. They embarrass and horrify me and occasionally make me cry. I'm afraid of those that make me feel pride, sensing a touch of mockery in them.
Nice little self-analysis, Matt,
Tks, Patti. It's hard being narcissistic! :)
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